I don't want to start thinking again. Not ever again. I wanted to sleep for a thousand years or just not exist. I think wanting that is very.. morbid, but I just want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I want it all to stop spinning. If it gets any worse, I might go to the fucking doctor.


"...........knowing nothing is better than knowing it all"

The used - On My own.